First Thrills: Volume 2 Page 4

  Brent stood, ordering that she be burned like the rest. I set my hand on his shoulder. “Brent, you can bury her—”

  He swung on me. “No, don’t you understand yet? Johnny is—he’s a zombie. And everyone he touches becomes the same.”

  I pushed away from him, still refusing to believe. “Stop it, Brent, stop it! Johnny would never, ever, in a thousand years, have hurt his sister.”

  It was daylight. I could no longer bear the horrid odor that rose to the fresh summer sky, or the sight of the bodies. I ran back to my house.

  A few hours later, I decided that I was leaving. I would find my father. I would take one of the little sailboats, and if there was no wind that day, I would row. I was going in to Charleston.

  The sun was falling; it was the perfect time to start the long journey. Night would save me from the heat, and the lighthouse would guide me. At first, my plan was perfect. I caught a bit of a breeze, and the darkness fell, but the air was balmy and I was fine. Then, I felt the first thump against the boat. Then another.

  And, in that balmy breeze, with the sea so gentle and the stars blazing in the sky above, the thing crawled aboard. It was Johnny. For a moment, his eyes were dull and dead. He came toward me and I scrambled swiftly, ready to leap overboard. He caught my shoulders, his strength incredible. He opened his mouth, aiming for my throat.

  Then he paused. To my astonishment, tears came to his dead eyes. “I don’t want to, I don’t want to, oh, God, I remember you…”

  “Johnny, let me go, for the love of God, Johnny,” I begged.

  I felt the boat bump again.

  Rescue, I thought, somehow, rescue.

  Johnny jerked around. I looked past him.

  It was another of the things.

  I looked hard. My heart sank. It was one of them.

  And it was my father.

  He leaped at Johnny, rocking the small boat precariously, and I thought he had come to save me. But he wrenched Johnny from me, and then, I saw his eyes.

  Dead eyes. Once, a dancing brown shade. Now, dead.

  “Father, no!” I screamed in terror and misery. But he would have bitten down upon me, ripping and tearing, if Johnny hadn’t pulled him away. Johnny was still crying, and suddenly, my father was crying, too. But still, they weren’t battling to save me.

  They were fighting over their prey.

  I was desperate. I leaped off the small boat, though I knew that they could swim. I tried freeing myself from my cumbersome skirt and boots while they fought, unaware that I was gone. Then I set out for the island. I was a good swimmer, but still, I had come far from shore.

  I was crying myself, gulping too much water, fighting the numbness of terror. I had left the island, and I had done so with the Colt, but little good that did me now. I’d never had a sword, nor had my father. I had to pray that I could swim hard enough, fast enough.

  My exhausted limbs could barely continue moving, but I began to believe that I might make it.

  Then, I felt the tug upon my ankle. And gasping for air, I went down. In the dark, murky seawater, I could barely see. But it was Johnny. Dead eyes blank, wide open, blank. No more tears. No sign of life or memory.

  He took my shoulders. I was done in. I closed my eyes; he would rip out my throat. It wouldn’t last long.

  But I was ripped away from him. No matter; hope didn’t even float in my soul. It would be my father, claiming his portion of the kill.

  But I wasn’t ripped to shreds. I was tossed back. I fell hard and realized I was almost on the little patch of beach south of the harbor area. I could stand, and I staggered to my feet. Then I saw Brent. He swung his sword, and Johnny’s head was swiftly severed from his body, and lost to the waves. The headless body stood for a minute, then fell. Brent turned to me. He shouted, and lifted his sword. I thought he meant to kill me; that he believed that I had been bitten, infected, and that he meant to kill me, as well. But he strode past me.

  “Don’t look, Jules, don’t look!” he shouted.

  I didn’t. I winced. I heard the plop of the head, and then the splash of the body, and I knew that my father was at peace as well.

  Soaking, Brent and I staggered from the water together.

  “I told you,” he said sadly. “Something wasn’t right with Johnny.”

  Federal troops came the next day; the incident was quickly over. At that point in history, none of us had the energy to argue much when the murders on Douglas Island were blamed upon the horror and stress of war.

  Brent and I left soon after. We are a strange couple, but we do well enough. We manage in life, and like other couples, we sleep together at night.

  Unlike other couples, we both sleep with swords at our sides. Johnny is at rest. But God knows who else might come marching home.

  * * *

  New York Times and USA Today bestselling author HEATHER GRAHAM was born somewhere in Europe and kidnapped by gypsies when she was a small child. She went on to join the Romanian circus as a trapeze artist and lion tamer. When the circus came to South Florida, she stayed, discovering that she preferred to be a shark- and gator-trainer.

  Not really.

  Heather is the child of Scottish and Irish immigrants who met and married in Chicago, and moved to South Florida, where she has spent her life. She majored in theater arts at the University of South Florida. After a stint of several years in dinner theater, backup vocals, and bartending, she stayed home after the birth of her third child and began to write. She has written more than 150 novels and novellas, including category, suspense, historical romance, vampire fiction, time travel, occult, horror, and Christmas family fare.

  She is pleased to have been published in approximately twenty-five languages, and has had more than seventy-five million books in print, and is grateful every day of her life that she writes for a living.

  My Father’s Eyes

  WENDY CORSI STAUB

  “Things aren’t always as they seem,” my father liked to say, and when he said it, I would shake my head as if to say, no, they certainly are not.

  Really, I was shaking my head because he was wrong.

  Dead wrong.

  Dead—the irony should make me smile, but I don’t dare, because they’re watching me now. Every twitch of my mouth, every word that comes out of it, makes them wonder.

  Let them.

  Yes, my father was dead wrong. Most things—and people, too—are, I have learned, exactly as they seem.

  Take Abby. Some might assume that beyond the triple chins and homely façade must belie a sparkling wit or a generosity of spirit. Why else would the most eligible bachelor in town—my widowed father—have married her?

  Not for her money, though she had enough of it. But then, he does—rather, did—as well.

  Not for her well-regarded family name, either. Our own name is equally—if not more—illustrious in this particular corner of the world.

  Nor did he marry her to raise his motherless daughters. I was going on five when Abby moved in with us, but my sister was a decade older; she took better care of me than anyone. I have never needed—or wanted—a stepmother.

  I barely remembered my own mother, having lost her when I was just a toddler. Yet I have always missed her. Does that make sense?

  Never mind; I don’t care if my feelings make sense to anyone other than myself.

  My Uncle John told me once that my mother doted on me to the point where people whispered that I was spoiled. But who could blame her for indulging her third daughter when she’d buried her second just two years earlier?

  As for her firstborn—if my sister had minded being overshadowed by my birth thirty-odd years ago, she either got over it or hid it very well, because I’ve never sensed resentment from her.

  Not even now.

  “Are you all right?” she asks anxiously from across the breakfast table, and I’m touched by the concern in her eyes, brown and somber, like our father’s …

  A terrible, wonderful fantasy sweeps throu
gh me, and then I realize it isn’t a fantasy anymore. It’s a memory now, a fresh one; I indulge it until my sister utters my name and repeats the question.

  Do I look all right? I want to say in response, as I freely stir extra sugar into my morning tea; no one to protest that shred of self-indulgence.

  I couldn’t be better, I want to assure my sister—without an ounce of sarcasm, as it’s the truth.

  But I just nod at her, and I sip the hot, decadently sweet brew.

  She arches a dubious brow, because, like most people, she subscribes to the theory that things aren’t always as they seem—and because she herself couldn’t be farther from “all right” on this hot and sunny August morning.

  She will be, though, in time. The worst of our nightmare is over at last. What lies ahead is nothing compared to what we’ve been through.

  I contemplate helping myself to another biscuit. There’s no reason not to. I break one open and slather it with butter, then drench it in honey.

  Before I can sink my teeth into the gloriously rich, sticky crumble, Maggie sticks her red head into the room to ask in her thick brogue, “Shall I open the drapes in the front room?”

  “No!” my sister and I say in unison.

  “Don’t open the drapes in any room until we tell you otherwise,” I instruct her. “Do you understand, Maggie?”

  Something flickers in the housekeeper’s blue eyes—eyes that seem sharper today, as they focus on me, than ever before. She used to look through me, through all of us, as the help should—and vice versa.

  But now, as we exchange a glance—mine wary, Maggie’s dangerously shrewd—I wonder whether she understands far more than just my orders to shroud the windows from prying eyes.

  She slinks away, and I eat my biscuit in silent contentment. My scalp is soaked beneath my thick auburn hair; it must be ninety-five degrees outside already, and considerably warmer here in the kitchen.

  This, however, is nothing compared to yesterday morning, when the red-hot stove threw off additional heat. My sister wasn’t around to ask me why it was blazing away on the steamiest day of the year. Maggie was here, but of course it wasn’t her place to question anything.

  In the next room, the clock chimes the half hour.

  “It’s almost time.” My sister pushes back her chair. Half past ten.

  Nearly twenty-four hours ago, my father unexpectedly came home from the office. He wasn’t feeling well, he said. Sick to his stomach. He was going to take a nap before heading back to work.

  He didn’t bother to ask where Abby was.

  I didn’t tell him.

  “Aren’t you going to come upstairs?” my sister asks from the doorway.

  “No need, I’m ready,” I tell her, smoothing my full skirt as I stand up.

  My dress is, appropriately, black.

  Earlier, I locked my bedroom door before I removed the dress from its designated hook at the back of the wardrobe in my room. Slipped beneath the dark black silk, snug as a lining, was the blue cotton dress I’d had on yesterday morning.

  It will obviously have to be dealt with—but not today. So I took a plump goose-down pillow from my bed, remembering how many times I had futilely pulled it over my head to smother ghastly sounds in the dead of night.

  Dead.

  Again, the irony.

  Even now, left alone in the kitchen, I don’t smile. I am thinking about how I carefully slit open a pillow seam to create an opening just a few inches. After wadding the blue dress into a tight little ball, I tucked it through the opening, pushing it deep into the feathers. When I had carefully stitched the seam closed again, there was no sign of tampering, no telltale lump, even when I patted the pillow hard, all over.

  I’m confident that no one will ever find the dress before I have a chance to destroy it.

  I eye the cold iron stove.

  Unlike fabric—and, for that matter, wood—metal cannot absorb telltale stains. But wood and fabric are so easily transformed to ashes, and ashes tell no tales.

  I stood over that blazing stove yesterday morning, sweat pouring down my face with salty tears—not tears of grief, but of sheer relief.

  It seemed to take forever to incinerate that wooden handle, its top freshly splintered, and all the while I was aware of father lying there on the sofa in the next room, Abby upstairs, Maggie in her third-floor quarters …

  I knew that at any moment all hell could break loose.

  It did—but on my terms: when the wooden handle had been thoroughly cremated.

  I’m certain fabric will incinerate in no time at all.

  I’ll burn the blue dress tomorrow.

  Today, wearing funereal black; I must attend to other things.

  In the cemetery over on Prospect Street, two freshly dug graves wait in the family plot beside the dead mother I don’t remember and the dead sister I never met.

  They’re better off there, I have often thought.

  “When you came along, you healed your mother’s grief,” Uncle John told me once, years ago. “She adored you. So did your father—still does, as far as I can tell,” he’d added.

  Those words made my stomach churn, yet I said nothing. Neither did my sister, who was there. She didn’t even look at me; there were some things we would never dare to discuss, close as we were.

  But she knew. Of course she did. So did Abby, whom my father married not in spite of the fact that she was a fat, dour recluse, but because of it. He correctly assumed she was so grateful to have been spared an old maid’s fate that she’d overlook his miserly flaws; forgive him anything.

  I, on the other hand, have never forgiven him. Or her.

  Nor would I pretend to; that isn’t my style.

  Thus, it’s no secret around town that ours is hardly a warm, cozy household. My father and Abby and my sister and I went about our daily business, merely co-existing under the same roof.

  Until yesterday morning.

  The night before had been sleepless, as so many are. I lay in my bed, cloaked in a quilt and a high-necked gown despite August heat as oppressive as my own familiar dread. When I was a girl, I would dress in layers and pile on the bedding, in a futile, pathetic attempt to shield myself. I’ve long since realized that was impossible, yet old habits die hard.

  Waiting for the creak on the stairs that last night, I wondered whether he would come to my door this time, or to my sister’s.

  That I fervently wanted it to be her turn is perhaps the most shameful part in all of this. Yet I can make no apology for my feelings; they are what they are. I suppose it simply means that my hatred for him is even stronger than my love for her.

  That night, it was my door he unlocked with the master key he kept in his black overcoat that reeked of sweet tobacco and sour sweat. There he stood, silhouetted in the doorway for a terrifying moment before he crossed the threshold and, as always, locked the door again behind him.

  Even now, the memory of the key turning in the lock makes the biscuit churn with burning bile in my gut.

  Every night …

  Every single night, for as long as I can remember: the heavy tread of his boots on the stairs, the key in the lock …

  I picture my sister waiting in the dark, praying he wouldn’t come to her—or, more likely, that he would, because she’s the better person and would want to spare me.

  Then again, when faced with such unspeakable horror, is anyone really capable of such noble behavior? Maybe she was relieved to hear him enter my room and know that she was safe for that night.

  I picture her with her head buried beneath her pillow, trying desperately to block out the repulsive sounds that would pierce the thin wall separating our bedrooms and a useless puff of goose down.

  Useless no more, I remind myself, thinking of the blue dress as I leave the kitchen.

  The first-floor rooms are dim, yet slats of golden sunlight fall across the rugs wherever draperies hang slightly parted.

  Outside, wagon wheels rattle along Second Stree
t. Voices rumble faintly from curious bystanders and gleeful ghouls.

  Earlier, I peered through an upstairs window at the throng that’s grown steadily since the news broke. The crowd is held at bay not just by our sturdy wooden fence, but by the police officers stationed around the property.

  “Why do you think they’re here?” I asked my sister last night.

  “To keep the murderer out, should he reappear, I suppose.”

  Or perhaps, I thought to myself, to keep the murderess in, should she try to escape.

  They must suspect.

  Then again, even if they do …

  Even if they were to find the broken-off hatchet head I so carefully wiped clean of any trace of blood, or the stained dress hidden deep in my pillow …

  Even knowing what they know about our family, and my open contempt for my miserly father and for Abby, whom I haven’t called “mother” in years …

  They will never grasp the truth.

  I am, after all, a woman.

  A temperamental, sharp-tongued, spoiled woman trapped in a miserable, miserly household …

  But a woman nonetheless.

  No matter how damning the circumstantial evidence, should any of it come to light, they’ll be sure to look beyond it. They’ll be certain that things cannot possibly be as they seem. They believe, as my father did, that nothing ever is.

  Fools.

  I wander into the parlor and stop short, seeing a figure silhouetted before the sofa. In this faint light, I can’t see the splotched upholstery and spattered wallpaper, but I know they’re there.

  “Maggie,” I say, and she jumps, startled, whirling to look at me.

  The room is too dim to betray the knowing flash in her eyes, yet it’s palpable as bloodstain.

  Will she hurtle an accusation?

  If so, I’ll deny it—just as I did yesterday, when the house was crawling with police wanting to know where I was when my stepmother and father were hacked to death so viciously that one of his eyeballs was flung from its socket.

  Never again will I see that terrible glint in his brown gaze, betraying his hideous plans for the wee hours.